It would appear that some people deleted me off their Myspace in light of the recent drama. That's a little painful. I want so much to explain to them the reasons because I know some of it has been skewed. At the same time, its not fair to me to try and sway these people even though I want so badly for them to understand what I did was not completely for the petty reasons being highlighted. It's just a little painful when people you have grown to consider family over the years just suddenly want you gone. I guess I have earned and deserve that kind of pain for what I have done. Cosmic universal penance.